I imagine in conjecture, since I am at a decent pause point here a question of narrative and balance of it.

If life since the creation of this website in 2017 has gone in so many places, there is an opportunity here of success and flight.

Balance between light and weight of waters shine where anything prior of back-page has been accounted for and copyright protected.

There is every opportunity for success and then a matter of manage of environments towards thrive when so much, of the last 7 years has been survival in one realm and fully living and moving on in others of explore, interests, passions and solutions of the young mind that grew still true and explorative of others in care and community.

What if I did find success and there was remedies to be able to thrive in this life?

Book deals could be had, breaks from times of pressure and what could be considered war for others, but accords possible.

I wrote here one time about a wish for something, which also was a matter of fact of noting that since 2018 people were accessing the back end of my website.

There’s truth there but narrative evolve, life moves on and to no one’s surprise there are necessities for survival and maintaining with finances and bills.

Have I done enough at this point to warrant a change of life here and accomplishment set of different phase of life?

A balance on that knowing as much as accomplished, it is quite a bit collectively to get through and process that could be filtered over long periods of time or become a floodgate of emotion of any kind.

I like writing this here before going back and working on the book I am right now and Essay of translation the entire composition of “Brave New Secrets” some 11-12 years later that is found on my sound design page. I already copyright protected the handwritten aspect of the entire thing written from 6/5-6/10/2025

The mix was from 2014 in present but started in 2013.

Who knows where the Flag or a Flag can be found or what waving it means in either direction, but the capture attention continues with hope while balance of perspective is always a personal choice.

Internal Website/External contemplations. A daily wrestle of front-face and life’s Curation of choice.

7/13/2025

You know if you were trying to honor my wishes from something written on here years ago about if you continue one pattern to not have anything of mine available until the end of my copyrights which is 75-90 years after my death, then there is missing context had to that behind the scenes and ideas of correcting things.

I would like it known that everything written in that section has been since published in book form, and can be found in S.O.S - Sense of Space, along with clarification on why that was written from other’s prior all up on my website and into the mechanics of it at the time that eventually went to once again places of resolve, proof and getting to the point on many things as life moved on anyways from areas of other’s known attacks and impediment on.

That completely is not the case, but hey, if we want to play the prolong of one thing or another here, there are some major factors of life’s narrative and impact that do happen at the end of those terms and in matters of honoring and appreciation to what modern law would call reparations that need not want to apply at that point in longevity, but is going to happen anyways.

So safe to say whomever on this end can figure out the inevitable there and then it becomes a matter of partner or not on what isn’t going to change in hindsight, but any moving forward area is a major potential to change a narrative and “be friendly” in neighborhoods while noting private residence and property and doing so with showcase of “not everyone has to be up in everyone’s 24/7 business, but a choice presents itself that maybe some partnership in this lifetime might be a good idea to known fact of check.

-Philip Arthur Bonneau

(yes, I know this page is web searchable while other’s before were not. And no I don’t use this back-end method anymore.)