I imagine in conjecture, since I am at a decent pause point here a question of narrative and balance of it.

If life since the creation of this website in 2017 has gone in so many places, there is an opportunity here of success and flight.

Balance between light and weight of waters shine where anything prior of back-page has been accounted for and copyright protected.

There is every opportunity for success and then a matter of manage of environments towards thrive when so much, of the last 7 years has been survival in one realm and fully living and moving on in others of explore, interests, passions and solutions of the young mind that grew still true and explorative of others in care and community.

What if I did find success and there was remedies to be able to thrive in this life?

Book deals could be had, breaks from times of pressure and what could be considered war for others, but accords possible.

I wrote here one time about a wish for something, which also was a matter of fact of noting that since 2018 people were accessing the back end of my website.

There’s truth there but narrative evolve, life moves on and to no one’s surprise there are necessities for survival and maintaining with finances and bills.

Have I done enough at this point to warrant a change of life here and accomplishment set of different phase of life?

A balance on that knowing as much as accomplished, it is quite a bit collectively to get through and process that could be filtered over long periods of time or become a floodgate of emotion of any kind.

I like writing this here before going back and working on the book I am right now and Essay of translation the entire composition of “Brave New Secrets” some 11-12 years later that is found on my sound design page. I already copyright protected the handwritten aspect of the entire thing written from 6/5-6/10/2025

The mix was from 2014 in present but started in 2013.

Who knows where the Flag or a Flag can be found or what waving it means in either direction, but the capture attention continues with hope while balance of perspective is always a personal choice.

Internal Website/External contemplations. A daily wrestle of front-face and life’s Curation of choice.